I may not be a pro in much, but i feel as though the Lord would like to me to full grasp the lessons of loss. Oh my word, in the last 5 years we have lost 2 pregnancies, 1 tiny baby boy, we left a job with 8 girls that we so loved at OBHC and started a new calling at SHBC only to be unexplicably fired after 3 years of faithful service. Loss. Another loss. We have so much to be thankful for, but why? Why were we humiliated and lied about? Why did we have to walk this road, we have already hurt so much. We have already given up so much and remained faithful to the Lord and His call on our lives, we didn't turn away, we didn't give up and go secular, we stayed in the ministry and close to the Lord who had always walked with us. Then... failure. We sat down in a conference room where we had been loved on and invested in. Jamie wore a blue shirt, his eyes were cold and the sparkle was gone. The love for us and our ministry was gone. The connection of three years of walking together...
Rough day? Rough week? Well, you made it to Friday, so hopefully the weekend will bring a wonderful rest and encouragement to you. I love you!
ReplyDeletemy dear sister, remember, the sara groves song is a gift of encouragement for you. you must keep seeking the Lord first...above everything else. He is completely faithful to take care of his children every time. every time. you are a strong, beautiful woman who has been created for this season. i LOVE you!
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