Jason has been gone for 4 days. While this is not a big deal for some women (wives of business travelers, military, professional athletes and astronauts) it IS a big deal for me. I knew that he had the conference for the last few months, but I never expected it to be this hard! When it comes to my job (part time childcare worker at my church), I'm pretty self sufficient, and I also take care of the house. Jason doesn't have a lot of responsibilities when it comes to the house, so I wasn't worried about 5 days without Jason. I knew I would miss him, but I wasn't worried about things running smoothly... I was wrong. So, Jason always gets the kids loaded in the car with all their belongings and all buckled in their seats... He also takes care of the dog. Feeds, waters, moving her from kennel to outside to inside to kennel, he also just loves on her. He also helps with dinner dishes, especially after a special dinner when I'm really tired from cooking. That ...